Update #14

Okay so lately I've continued in my busyness. Since my last blog on tues I got home after my canceled class. then i worked on hw for a while while i defrosted some chicken. I decided I wanted a good lunch for some reason. then after eating I went into work early and did that until I needed to leave to go to class. After class I had to take the CLA test. The CLA test is a "voulentary" test that we all have to take. everyone gets a different one. mine was dumb. before I could finish the first question I needed to read through 11 different documents. by the time that was over my little motivation for actually trying was gone. (we only need to take it what we get doesn't matter its used to help the school see how well they are teaching us. when they see all the bad grades since people only sign in and skip the rest they will maybe reallize that they are not very good at motivating us to do anything like this) so I gave some answers that I could have done very well at but i put very little effort into them. after this I went back and did homework for the rest of the night

Then weds. I wake up to goto work at 8am. I work unitl 3 (i didn't even leave to eat I brought easy mac there and ate while I worked). I had class from 3:30-8:15. then I got back did some hw and went to a mandatory meeting at 9:30 ( Hall meeting) after this I had some free time from 10-12. it was great I hadn't had that in a while and played apples to apples.

Thursday I got up and went to class at 11:00 and was there until 4:45. After this I got out and saw on the new GPS mapping thing that the bus was all the way over at spinner. I didn't feel like waiting for the bus so I decided to walk back. I talked to my mom on the way and told her about how wierd it is to be at the point of your life where the desicisions that I make will effect the rest of my life. then she said well you've been there for a while and gave examples of not drinking or doing drugs. I didn't see it as the same thing. later I realized why. its easy to not do things. its much harder when you have to make the desicision to do something. like Apply for a job or something like that. not drinking takes no effort. actively desiding on what I should do for the rest of my life means research and thinking things through completely. I was getting to Spinner just as the bus was pulling up. it was good timing. when I got back I didn't even go to spinner I went strait to the EMC and put in 4 hours of work. then after this I went to a Budget meeting for the rock climbing club. After this I skyped with my brother for a while. then I hung around and watched Stone play hockey on the PS2. I then realized I had time to shave and did that because I hadn't had the chance to in a while. then I went to bed.

today I woke up and went to work at 9-11. Then I had to leave because I reached the 30 hour a week work study limit. then I had enough time to eat a brownie and go to a meeting for one of my classes. So thats where I am now. in bewtween the meetings and class. getting a chance to catch a breath before I'm off tonight. I'm going to the Kingdom tonight and hanging out at my friends house for the weekend. we are gonna go sledding its gonna be sweet.

Don't know what I'm doing yet tonight. either another meeting or a break from stress... still haven't been able to try out my new climbing pants.